Me again. Just writing to distract myself because I want to cut. I havent in about a week and I dont want to start again. Its been over a year now and I dont see any signs of me stopping. Its not as bad as it was, but its still not great. the longest ive gone without cutting is 37 days. my mood is just so up and down i never know when im going to feel like doing it next, so much that i carry stuff round with me everywhere in case i get the urge. im trying not to think about it but its really hard. if i dont cut i tend to overdose and i dont want to do either. aaaargh i hate this so much i wish the urge would just go away.
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