I'm stressing out major because I have finals this week and I'm not ready for them. I'm sitting here about to cry because I want to cut SOOOOOOO bad. In 5 days it will 3 months since I've last cut. But the urge is so strong tonight. Dam it would be so easy to just go up stairs grap the razor and just go to town. To release all this energy would feel so good. Just let the blood run out. Then maybe I could concentrate again. Crap I need to make it through this night some how.
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