My home life is one that I absolutely hate. My dad makes me feel like I'm a failure by calling me "coward", "idiot", "dumbass", says I have "no backbone", and that I'm "thickheaded." He also has cussed at me with every cuss word in the book, and yells at the top of his lungs, while my mom sits back and usually supports his fucking ass... sorry about my french. I cut on a weekly basis, cutting a total of 50 times on my left arm and 5 times on my right leg. I need some help... I'm totally addicted, am hearing voices, and need someone to talk to. Please someone message me.
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