so i thought that everything was going great i havent cut in almost a year, but i drove to fort worth to spent v day with my boy friend(whole new sort of drama, a dyke with a bf) but yesterday i told him that i used to cut ,because if some one else told him i didnt want him to feel like i kept it from him,well tonight i started crying about some really heavey stuff that happened a couple of years ago and after i calmed down i picked up a blade he had sitting on his nightstand to cut a stray string on his belt i didnt even have it off the table when he freaked ran out of the room, threw them in the main trash of his dorm hall and started crying himself, oh yeah and we had our first big fight four hours before this.
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