I have a huge urge right now to self-injure. My dad is making me feel really down on my self and stupid, and I wasn't able to come clean with my socal worker about this past weekend, though my told him. Now I feel like I'm under 24/7 supervision and that alone makes me want to cut in spite of them. Then again, I want to cut cause I hate life, myself, and just want to die. I'm thinking maybe printing all these little posts out and going to my counselor; seeing what he says. What you guys thing. and NO I am not doing this for attention.
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