I have researched and cannot find anyone who obsesses hurting themselfs in the unusual way in which I do. I constantly think of hurting myself. Yes I think and sometimes act on cutting or hitting. I have fallen on purpous with a glass aquarium. I constantly think of running my car into a bank. Eating things that sit out all night. researching plants that will hurt me and could possibly kill me. I don't understand myself. I don't know if I am trying to die or hurt or both. Am I the only one who does self harm in more ways than cutting or burning. Some of the things i won't even speak of.
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