Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
My boss told me to keep my voice down this morning. It's the story of my life. At primary school I was put on my own so I didn't distract others, in the fancy dress competition I was Mr Chatterbox. I'm loud, I talk and talk but not about the stuff I really need/want to.
When I bleed it releases the stuff that's built up. The anger, the hurt, the mixed up stuff I can't describe.
I'm supposed to be living life to the full, but I just don't know how to do that. I feel I'm a confused child trapped in an adults body which feels all awkward and wrong.
God I hate myself, when I bleed I feel I deserve it.
Does anyone out there actually hear what I'm trying to say??
When I bleed it releases the stuff that's built up. The anger, the hurt, the mixed up stuff I can't describe.
I'm supposed to be living life to the full, but I just don't know how to do that. I feel I'm a confused child trapped in an adults body which feels all awkward and wrong.
God I hate myself, when I bleed I feel I deserve it.
Does anyone out there actually hear what I'm trying to say??
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loud and clear...same here~~
deleted_user
im always the quiet one... always told smile and crap
deleted_user
I get exactly what you are saying. Never being able to express myself is part of the reason I attempted suicide in 7th grade. (what stared my cutting)
deleted_user
Yes, I think I know this feeling. Talking, but never saying anything...That's probably the reason I don't really have any friends, I just don't know how to... you know, let them in...
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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