When I was a young even through my highschool years I would cut myself, burn myself and such. I never really thought about it much, I would just wear long pants and sleeves to hide what I was doing from the rest of the world. I was embarrassed by this but I couldn't stop. Eventually I "outgrew" these actions or so I thought. Lately I have found I'm doing this again so I started reading up on this behavior and it seems that only younger people face this kind of problem and its usually girls. I'm a grown man and I'm very concerned now because I dont know whats wrong with me. I know it stems from depression and I have pleanty of that in my life, but I've suffered from depression thoughout my entire life. I just cant understand if there is something wrong with me or if other adults have these same issues. It seems the trama of losing my wife has made these issues re-occur and I need to understand these actions before I can correct them. Anyone have any insight or ideas that may help me to understand why I'm doing this?
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