For as long as I can remember I've always hurt myself when I'd get upset. Anyway you could think of just short of breaking bones. About a year and a half ago I took cutting back up and I used to cut all the time. A lot. In fact the last time I did cut was only about two or three weeks ago, but now I feel nothing. Before, when I would cut, there would be such a build up of emotions and I would release them by cutting but now I'm so numb I don't know if I'd even feel anything and it's scary because I've always been an emotional person. I just don't know...
Posts You May Be Interested In
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??