Now this may sound silly but today I got out of bed and washed my car! The last few months all I've done is go to work then come home and sit on my computer and watch tv. Today I got up and did something and I felt like myself again. And now I'm gonna keep doing things. I miss the things I used to do and I'm starting to WANT to do them again. I can pull myself out of this funk!!! I CAN DO IT!!! This is especially odd because this last week has not been a good one and a lot of crap had happened but theres nothing I can do about it so why worry about it to the point where I just want to scream? Anyway just wanted to post something positive. Now I've got things to do :) i'm gonna start living again.
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