OKAY SO HERE I AM BACK TO HAVE MY BEATINGS. BEEN REALLY DOWN THESE PAST FEW DAYS,,,, SHOULD SAY WEEKS..STILL HAVING THOUGHTS BUT ON THE FENCE,,,ANY STRESSOR OR TRIGGER IS GOING TO PUT WIND IN MY SAILS,,,,OFF MEDS FOR THREE WEEKS,,,TIRED OF THE MORNING THING OF TAKING THEM TO ACT THE WAY I SHOULD,,,HUH?? CAN TELL I HAVENT TAKEN THEM,,,,STRANGE DREAMS,,,PLACES I HAVENT BEEN BUT CAN REMEMBER BEING THERE,,,BUT, WHEN I WAKE UP I CANT REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT,,,JUST GIVES ME A WEIRD FEELING I SHOULD KNOW THIS,,,IF I JUST COULD GET AHOLD OF SOME ADITVAN,,,,,,,,
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