Hi, new to group. This last week I have been falling into a depression and thoughts of cutting have been getting worse. Feel as nothing matters anymore. I have tried several things to try and distract myself from actually doing it but it works only for a moment. I haven't cut in over 6 months. Scared won't be able to contol my urge much longer. When I cut its like a release but then I get mad at myself for doing it and it makes it worse then I end up cutting more. That probably doesn't make sense. No one in my life understands, so have no one to talk to. Just needed to get it out.
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