She thought she found all my blades. She is not smart enough to find them all. I have them all over the house. This has been a horrible weekend,my shrink is gone with no coverage, my case manager never called me back, i have been alone all fucking day long. i NEED to cut to make this pain go away. I know others dont uindestand, hubby certainly won't, it is just something I NEED to do,
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