rough week... started summer school (gettin up at 6:00 am after you leave work at midnight is a bitch), tried to get back w/ my ex, but found out i was 'the other girl'. that slut bridget. damn her... carson won't really talk to me now. went to franks and bought a gram of coke, then they all decided they were gonna go to the bar. jeff promised he'd get me in, but i don't wanna waste $3 a beer, or end up getting arrested for underage drinking, i'm too close to 21 for that. so now its just me at home with my dog, my g, and my free beer. i hate having shit to myself. i can't stop doing it, i'm gonna give myself a heart attack. and i'm here alone on top of it. i was gonna wake up my mom and have her hang onto it for me till tomorrow. she woke up and i talked to her for a while. she knew i was all jacked up but i told her i was gonna put it away for the night. "save it for tomorrow, baby" she told me. i love her so much. she and my cousin and my girl amy are the only ones i can count on. and still nobody knows i cut... not in the mood for it tonight. i'm just all jacked up and looking for someone to talk to. oh yeah, my mamma went with me to see 'knocked up' cause i was feeling down all night. AWESOME movie. i highly recomend it if you're feeling down. it was the highlight of the week. the harder i laughed, the harder my mom did, the harder she laughed, the harder i did. totally good for bonding... i love my mom
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