i used to cut myself and the scars are not very pretty. i can hide most of them but it gets hard making cover up stories for the scars which are plainly obvious as to what they are from. and now its catching up to me. im trying to join the air force and because of my past cutting and the scars things are made difficult. sometimes i can't believe what i've done to myself and yet sometimes i get the urge to do it again. to release the pressure and pain... what am i going to do if this doesn't go through! i'm homeless, i have no family to speak of, no money and no job. i guess im a class a bum. pray for me k.
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