I started cutting just over 3 years ago. it's also the time i became depressed. but the first time i did it, it felt so good. it felt like everything i was upset about automatically left my body and i felt much better at that time. i did 6 slits down my left forearm. Afterwards i started to panic because i did it in a place where my parents could see, and i had doctors appointments and they would find out and tell my parents, But that never happened. After that first time i was just addicted to it. everytime after got really down i would cut my self on my legs arms and stomach. i then started to take a razor and push down on my vain and watch the blood drain out of my arm. That felt even better and it's so easy to hide. I really want to stop but i've done it so long i feel like there is nothing that can have the same effects as cutting. i tried listening to music reading playing with my cat and dog, but it doesn't work. i really need help but don't know where to get it from.
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