Self-Injury Support Group

Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

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deleted_user 10/31/2007

I suffer from undiagnosed depression and, most of my friends haven't notice, I know my parents sure haven't, I hide the fact that I feel sad, or angry, or frustrated, every day so that noone notice. I get so low sometimes that I cut myself without even knowing I have done it, until I see that single crimson tear run down my skin and hit the floor, thust the name "KrymsonTearsFalling". This fact scares me the most because, just once, I may cut to deep, push to hard, not notice the blood, and noone will be around to know the wrong that I have done, there will be no help for someone like me, for I am truely an ugly, horrible person without a hope or chance of success.

Unfortunately still here,
KrymsonTearsFalling

deleted_user 10/31/2007

Im not sure how old you are as I didnt look at your profile but if you are young my advice is to seek help now. Find someone to talk to, talk to your family. I know that sounds mortifying and unrealistic, but trust me, you would be amazed, after the shock and dismay, they will come through. I promise.
Ive been reading alot about my SI issue and I have found that the earlier ( ie younger) the patient is and the earlier they catch the depression the easier it is to help. Its old ladies like me that are harder to reprogram.
Dont let it go too long, and as I have finally started to admit, I can NOT do it alone. As i dont feel any of us can.

Find help now sweetie.

deleted_user 10/31/2007

i put on a mask of normality try to act that way im preety sure no one has noticed my pain, the pain that well has put thoughts of suicide in my head, your not alone in the sense your not the only one suffering alone, you should try and find some person to talk to in real life.

deleted_user 10/31/2007

I'm in the same boat and I'm in my 20's and i fell like a right loser trying to reach out for someone to listen maybe its easier when your younger I don't know

deleted_user 10/31/2007

I'm sorry no one has noticed... if you want someone to help you, find someone you trust and confide in them! msg me if you need to talk... *hugs*

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