so last night i went to planned parenthood and i found out that i was not preg. thank god. but now i feel like i made a big mistake telling my cousin that i was raped. i mean the only one i told before was my mom but she isn't here and i needed to get to a doctor to find out if i was or not. so i mean like last night i was laying in bed thinking about my mom and everyone else and i tried everything to calm me down running and trying to talk to her. but it got bad i just couldn't stop crying and i lost it next thing i new i was cutting my self and now i reget it so much what the hell was i thinking i know i was thinking i wanted the pain to stop. what is wrong with me
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