so im actually starting to think that telling my friend about what i do and what i feel was not such a good idea, because for one i have NEVER told a single soul about..well."me"..and since i told my friend im starting to regret it.cuz now wen im around her i dont feel very comfotable since she knows like everything to know about my cutting and everything.and now i just think shes like juging me er something..even though i know thats not what she does it just feels like it, cuz shes told me about her problems about being anorexic and being raped,, just a bunch of stuff and i know she really does understand what im going through and tries to help me but i still feel really weird about her knowing......i dunno maybe im just being dumb---:)........and i guess it is a good thing cuz the other day i was in serious need of stitches cuz i hit a small artery, and i wasnt about to go to an instacare but she made me and now that i think of it im glad becasue i wouldve been so screwed considering how much it was bleeding....
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