ok so i just don't kno who i am anymore or why i cut anymore. i just don't know what to do or how to deal with this and i'm just so depressed. i'm tired of hiding scars and lieing. the deeper the cots the bigger the lies.my friends think i'm bi polar and i just don't know any more i'm just so mad and fustrated at my self and i'm afraid to get close to anybody because of fear of losing them. i've lost way to many ppl and i can't lose and more. i'm hurtin real bad and i feel like shit and i don't know where to turn. ugh! i feel like i'm going to die!
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