so im back from the hospital after being there for a day/night. I've been SI'ing for around a year and then the other day i just couldn't take it anymore--and i ended up making an effort to die. I just didn't think there was enough to live for. After 45 mins i realized i didn't want to die and about an hour later i knew i needed medical attention so i told my parents what i had done and they took me to the hospital. Before this my parents hadn't known at all about my SI'ing or about anything i was truly feeling. Now they know and i'm still unsure as to how it will go. It seems like they are trying to help but they can't understand so it's hard. I saw a therapist for the first time today and i'm going again on monday. I think things will get better with her help.
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