so here i am, sitting in my dorm. i got a phone call from a friend, so i left my roommate, and 2 others to take the phone call in our dorm. well the call ended, and i got a message from a friend of mine, breaking a promise he made to me a few months ago. so, needless to say--i want to cut so badly. but i left my razor blade at home- which is 6 hours away. i'm sitting here, thinking and looking around my room for something to use. when i first started cutting (5 years ago) I used a safety pin, but that wasn't enough....i have a safety pin so i tried it but it didn't help anything, or do any damage. so .... now i just don't know what to do.... i just want my razor blade, so i can see blood....if i were only at home, and not here. this is ridiculous.
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