I'm stuck. 3 days ago I cut myself bad. I cut my thighs. My left thigh has about 30 cuts. They are made about an inch and a half long. They are in a line that is about 4 inches long vertical across my thigh. They are shallow but very red. On my right thigh I was 5 cuts that are about 1 inch long and are very deep and are a black-red color. Then I have 10 cuts in a vertical line that are half an inch long. ANYWAYS, 4th of July is 2 days away and my family are going to the beach. I am stuck on how I'm going to come up with an excuse. Like, do I just make up a reason to not being in my bathing suit (period/cold/feel sick/etc.). Or do I tell them point blank that I cut myself so I cannot swim. I know that your not suppoed to go swimming when you have open cuts. If thats true, how am I going to explain that either? I'm not asking for edvice on how to lie to my family for anything (if thats what your thinking). I'm just not sure how to go about this?
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