here again i'm wondering why did i even cut myself the other night...everything was fine...it's that i hadn't done it for 2 weeks or so that i needed to cut myself...i mean i just don't understand anymore...i try so hard to find a reason in why i still cut myself but the only thing i can say it's probably it's an "addiction"...i mean i can't control my urges anymore...and that's what scares me the most...because i've noticed that everytime i do it i start scraping my skin with scissors...i just wish i can stop but no one seems to understand me...they think it's really easy but in reality it's not it's so hard to stop...i thought i could control it but i was so wrong...i feel sad that i have to cut myself because i feel no one is gonna ever like me for who i am...
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