I recently got into a fight with a person I thought would make a good friend, I won't go into details but he is no longer talking to me... I feel like giving up.. I've already cut as a result to this and feel like my hope is slipping away. My hope of making further friends, further relationships... I am not very good at meeting new people.. Am very shy and awekward.. I hate my life so much... I hide behind a mask I put up when I meet someone or talk with someone, the only person I have let in is my sister, and that was only for a few moments... I just am so tempted to cut and all that.. won't go into specifics just incase it might trigger someone but yea, that is the way I feel.
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