Almost a year I went without cutting. I was doing great I was loving life and having fun and I don't know what happened. Now I feel alone even though I am surrounded by friends. I feel horrible even though I should be having a great time. I feel pressured when I don't have to do anything. I feel ugly when people are telling me I am beautiful. And I am cutting again when I should be celebrating stopping therapy. I don't know what to do. I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want to go back to being that girl but I know I can't hide it forever. Advice? Please!
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