I have been wanting to cut again but I can't because I know how painful it would be for my husband. It's not just my life anymore, I mean when I was younger I could easily hide it from my parents but i can't hide it from my hub. He'll see it, he's the only reason why I haven't done anything. It wasa really bad when we first met beacause he had a drug addiction so I was going through all of that but, so at night I would cut myself in my SLEEP! it scared the hell out of him then I went to just scratching till I bled when i slept because of the stress and pain I was going through. But it stopped, now it's back, what do i do. i've tried to distract myself but nothing works, I just have so many problems contributing to it I just can't handle it! The only thing that makes me happy is my husband, and that is so much pressure on him, it's not fair. andy suggestions!
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