My husband finally decided he'd had enough of me and left. I acted really pathetic. The feelings I had were so awful, so intense...I hurt myself some. I feel so stupid and ashamed now. I slammed my head into the wall so hard it's all black and blue...he just looked at me like I'd lost my mind. I tried to tell him that I had to just get the pain out...it felt like it was killing me. I don't know. I need to stop doing that when I get upset. I'm afraid people will think I've just totally lost it. I can hear him now...at his girlfriend's house...telling her how crazy I am...and how glad he is to be rid of me.
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