I have alot of medical problems and have been fighting with self harm for about eight years now. I dont know how to stop for good. I have been doing so good. But I have had to have three surgeries in the past four months, including a hysterectomy and being diagnosed with thyroid cancer. It seems as though it was all just to much. I cant handle it. I am in so much emotional pain that i cant stand it. I dont know how to deal with the emotional pain. I can handle physical pain. Why is that so much easier. I dont want to get started cutting agian. I have been doing so good. But all I have ever wanted was a baby and now i cannot have one and everywhere I look there are babies and pregnant poeple. I just want to scream and cut so bad every time i see them.
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