I haven't been myself in like a couple of weeks. When I got out of the Hospital I felt amazing. Now I feel worst like I did before I went in or maybe even worst. I am not sure if the Meds are working. All I know is that I feel on the edge of everything. I am on the verge of a breakdown, I am picking fights,Moody, miserable,irritable. I can;t even stand myself. I am also pariond about everything. I have got to the point where I want to start cutting but it has been MONTHS since I have done anything like that. I would love to get another tattoo, for that i feel is my way of venting the pain, but with no money it's a no go right now. I just feel like everything is falling apart. I am to the point there I am ready to pack up all the stuff, break it off with my boyfriend and just leave town.
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