so i went out of town which meant i could buy anything without anyone that knows me finding out about it(live in a really small town). I haven't cut in 22 days and my counselor suggested getting something for the scars so i did. I bought Scar Zone. After that I wandered around the mall and tried to distract myself and it worked. I wanted to cut so badly last night and I still do but at the same time I'm determined to get past this. But i ended up getting more time to shop and so i wound up buying razors, bandages, and polysporin. If i do start cutting again I'm more prepared than ever. Argh I shouldn't but i don't know if i can function properly if i can't get this want to cut out of my mind. Any help here?
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