Why has every one been there all week for me ( even the ones I was so afraid to tell) I have tried so hard to take the advice thay have given me but now the last night before my first psyciatrist apontment evrey one has abandon me? Are thay all tired of dealing with me? Am I too much of a burden for them? Even with the meds my primary care doc called me in I fell asleep with a razer blade in my fist this morning at 5:30 am for an hour and a half that is all. I had to go to the ciapracter for x rays and went to lunch with my husband was not too bad but had to take my 7 year old to school for her fall festivle we were only there for 1 hour and I lost it compleatly. How am I going to take the girls out for Halloween now. I can't be in crouded places. I fell that every one thinks that this one single appontment tomorrow will solve everything because or eater there all tired of dealing with me now I am so ready to cut again I fight the erge anymore. Please read my profile I have already cut 4 times this week last time being Sunday why am I soooooo alone now.
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