you know ive been thi nking more and more about doing it.. i mean what really is the point in moving on and trying when all i really am is no 1 and nothing...i doubt any 1 will comment on this after i post it really tells me how much ppl care my moms never their anymore my sis doesnt wanna listenen and my brother wouldnt undertstand cuz hes to young...the only few ppl who actually care are so far away and couldnt really change the others who i want to care...so in essence its just a matter of time until i die and for all of you who dont think im seroius go through my journal and see how many good days ive actaully had and youll understand i am very seroius about it last time it almost worked this time im sure it will..farewell to all of you who care and to those who dont i hope u have the time of youre life being a total dick to everyone...
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