Does it seem like you could talk your brain out all day and you fight yourself because you don't want to si? I feel like i'm fighting for something that doesn't even matter...having a horrible day and it seems like that maybe just slipping once wouldn't be so bad i've come so far and haven't si in a couple of weeks...i'm doing good but i'm tired and loosing it i'm slipping down into my black hole and feel myself closing up inside...its like fighting a metal door thats just gonna close anyways.....am I the only one whos mind goes a million miles a minute with why i shoudn't cut and why it would feel so good? If not how do you deal with it..i've tried occupieing my mind and i've stuffed myself with food and now miserable about that and want to vomit but can't thats a whole nother story...anywho..SORRY FOR RAMBLING!!!!!!
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