so i've been a cutter for 10 years, and have found a way ta sneak my blades... take a shower and let the crimson flow... i've actually now to the point where suicide is entering my thoughts more and more, not just cutting ta distract my pain, but ta actually end it... i kno i need help, but the rush from viewing my blood just is ta kno i'm alive... just like the 90's song iris... i bleed just ta know i'm alive.
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