i feel like hell i'm so close to just caving in and doing it for good. I've taken oxazepam to try and calm myself down but not really helping. the pain is just too much i can't handle what i'm feeling i really can't i can't wait for the meds to kick in.. i'm seeing my doc tonight if i make it that far. my tools and a cocktail i have a looking way to inviting right now i need help!!
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