I FEEL LIKE I JUST WANT TO GIVE IN AND QUIT I AM DOING TERRIBLE IN SCHOOL BECAUS EMY MIND IS SOMEWHERE ELSE I CAN'T GET MY MIND OFF MY MOM AND I JUST WANT TO QUIT I HAVE GONE BACK TO CUTTING I CUT MY MOMS NAME ON MY UPPER ARMS SO NO ONE COULD SEE BUT I FEEL LIKE SHE IS SOMEHOW THERE IT DID NOT HURT AT ALL I COULD NOT FEEL IT I WANMT TO JUST GO HOME AND TAKE A BUNCH OF PILLS BUT I AM AFRAID THAT I WON'T TAKE ENOUGH TO KILL ME JUST DO SOME DAMAGE WICH I DON'T WANT I JUST WANT TO DIE. REALLY ALL OF THIS GRIEF IS GETTING TO ME AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE I WANT TO BE WITH MY MOM AGAIN NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.
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