ok, i've done it again...hubby asked me if i wanted to go to the gym..my back neck and shoulder still hurt so, i declined...I'm going to try to paint if i can get my body to relax, of course those voices are chanting at me to do my ritual...i'm going to to do my thing.. i just know it because my heart is pounding fast, my mouth has gotten dry, im all excited and giddy, the cravings are beyond ignoring...i hate my life sometimes...one minute i'm over the top happy and full of energy over the moon, then the next im thinking about all thats negative....and it bombards me when i'm alone...i know better but i WANT to do it...my addiction has its grip on me so tight...and i have an appointment with my OBGYN tomorrow...oh well
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