After nearly a year, and a sworn promise to my beloved son. I can't help it. The pain is too much, and the self-hate is back in full force. Death is too good for me. I hate myself SO much, I deserve to be in physical pain, not just emotional pain, and I deserve to bleed. Not to feel better, but to feel worse. This time I don't know if I can stop.
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