I've never told anyone about my self injury before and no one knows about it. I just don't know what to do. I want to some day be in a relationship with someone, but I am embarassed by my self injury. I've been able to hide my self iunjury all these years because I only injur myself on my vagina. I started injurying myself there because I was ashamed of being raped, and even when I came to terms with what happened I just kept doing it because it made me feel better and no one ever had to know about it. Now its all mutilated and it just keeps getting worse. I want to stop, but if I don't....i dont know I cant handle not doing it. I'm disgusted by it, how can I expect someone else not to be? What would I say? I just feel like the grossest person in the world.
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