Ok, this is kind of hard for me to talk about, kind of embarrasing that I am actually acknowledging that this is happening me. All along, since I have had this problem with panic attacks and being depressed, I have had times when I just felt like I was going to die, and that I actually wanted to die. I have taken meds, overdosed once, but it wasnt really on purpose, or maybe I just dont want to admit it was. Anyways something new is happening to me. For about 4 days, I have been scratching myself. Its like I dont even realize I am doing it, then when I do realize it I cant stop it. I have four places on my body that are scabbed over because I have scratched the skin off. I cant even shave my legs, because when I get in the shower, I imagine myself taking the razor and just slicing my legs. What is this? Has anyone else ever heard of this. I am so embarrassed, but I dont know what to do.
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