Like many others I've spent my life being pushed to do perfect in school and I guess that has always been a trigger for me. Thanks to my crappy immune system I just missed a week of college. A SOLID WEEK OF COLLEGE. To add to this we're a week away from spring break meaning that teachers are rushing to get things done so they can give new assignments to get done over the break. This means there is a legitimate mountain of work that needs to be done. In the past situations like this would lead to cutting due to not being able to cope with the mounting pressure and feeling so buried that it feels hopeless no matter what I do. I'm having trouble not slipping back into cutting because I know cutting would relieve enough of the pressure that I could get some of my work done... I guess I'm just feeling a bit lost in all of this right now.
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