So last night my boyfriend was over and we were watching a movie. He went to move on of my pillows and heard a clinking noise. I told him not to lookin my pillow but he did anyways. So he tried to distract me while taking my blades from inside my pillow. It didn't work to well because I knew what he was doing, but it just pissed me off that he didn't trust me not to do any harm to myself. I mean what gives him the tight to take them. After he left I thought about it and realized that it was for my own protection but yet he doesn't know that I have other blades stashed around my room just for that measure I just felt like my safety line was yanked out from under me and I can't do anything about it. I called him later and he told me about one of his ex's that was a cutter and how he didn't want me to become like her. I just wish he would have asked before taking them.
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