So I have just started counselling, and its going okay, although my parents arent helping much, i must say. Although I hadn't thought about cutting in some tme, I recently blanked out and almst cut myself, well in a way i managed to cut but it was an accident, and now m missing a chunk out of my finger, and my parents didnt even notice all the blood in the sink, my step father just kept bugging me, then told me to clean my room. Anyways that wasnt the point of this thing, actually the point was, I recently was hanging out with friends at the mall, and was wearing a shortsleved shirt for the first time in three years, and all my friends, well i shouldnt say all, but alot of them didnt know how bad i really was before, so when they saw them they couldnt even look at me for almost 2 hours. I want to feel more confident about showing them, but I don't want people to be disgusted or ate me for them. So now i dont know if i should reveal them...ever!
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