Trying to talk is all I do, but it is all in vain. He thinks I should "get over it" and that I am being a bitch to get attention. His usual comment is "I'm sick of this shit". When we first met, he was so sweet, but now I see he was just acting that way to manipulate me to get what he wanted. If I could I would have left a long time ago, but my daughter is 8 years old and has been through enough already. He treats her just like he treated me when we first met, and she doesn't understand the "other side of him". He holds out having sex with me for weeks at a time( one time for eight months ) saying he is too "tired", but I've learned he does that to control me emotionally, having sex when I am mentally vulnerable, and then acts nice for about 2 days. Then I'm back to being a bitch and not trying. Thanks for responding. I was going to cut but came back and logged back in. I hate being so desperate. I know tonight will be a rerun, he might use the sex thing again. It makes me want to throw up.
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