I lasted 23 days without cutting. Last night was terrible for me and as soon as my mom left the room after our fight, I lifted up my sleeve and scratched my arm raw. That wasn't enough and I couldn't stop crying, so I went in my bedroom and sliced all the way up my arm. I threw up from crying, so I took a shower and took my razor blade in the shower and dug into both of my knees. When I went to bed last night, I was very much in pain, but I wasn't crying anymore. My eyes were swollen and I needed a change of bandages when I woke up, but I think I'm fine now.
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