i'm just so tired of the same thing...i thought i wouldn't cut myself anymore and i did...i feel so ashame...i hadn't cut for like about 2 or 3 weeks but still i would think about it and wanted too but i would only just hit myself...but like 3 days ago i cut myself in my right arm...i just felt so depressed and at the same time i needed to cut myself because i hadn't cut myself for those 2 weeks or so...it's like i just don't get it...like not to long ago i open myself to this friend of mine...till this day i consider her a very special friend of mine...but i told her what i would do to myself "about cutting myself" and more stuff...but ever since i told her that, we don't talk like we used to before...probably she doesn't want to hang out with a weird person like me that's what i think...but i feel so bad...because i open myself to a wrong person...i mean i'm not saying i don't like her or nothing i would never talk bad about her but i regret ever telling her honestly...it's like i want to get help so bad but i am so afraid of what the outcome is going to be...i mean what if i'm put into a mental hospital or something like that...i just don't want too...i am so scared...i just ever telling anyone what i would do to myself because i feel everyone talks about it behind my back...has anyone regret ever telling someone about cutting yourself???
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