It's been over a month, which is a long time for me. I'm not giving in without a fight because I'm trying to stop for good. But I want to so much. I have problems with eating too and I've been binging today but not purging so I feel like I have to make up for it by cutting. I have to punish myself some way. I just need to talk to someone, I think.
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