I really want to cut but if i do i know i will get into trouble with my parents and probly the doctors and i know my therapist would be pissed off. i see him tuesday and im way excited and happy but at the same time i don't want to tell him about this last tuesday. (i over medicaded on muscle relaxants.) i am not sure i should even be here. He wants to put me on some medication and believes that it would help but my father won't let him. i say what the hell, im 18 and should decide for myself what to do and what not to do. fuck. im going numb and my body is feeling like its shutting down. HELP PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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