Its been 4 days and coutning since i last cut myself and i find myself wanting to just run a piece of glass or a razor along my skin.I know if i do this it will hurt my mom and brothers.But i am not perfect and i am tired of them wanting me to be.They want me to be fine and they dont understand this pain i feel.How can i live in a house where everyone wants me to be perfect.When i am not.And can never been.Its not fair for the to try and shape me the way they want.How do i get them to leave me be?
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